God is not asking you to answer the call in the initial emotional moment of surrender. He will ask for the answer when you are thinking clearly and have laid before you all that you can fathom it will cost you. And as you continue the journey you will be asked again and again because at each level or crossroad it will cost you something. Something you had not counted on before. If you had a chance to defend the Lord when everyone was against Him and you knew what you would sa